I think that sometimes when I say "I don't know," I really don't. Its as though I am lost in a gigantic forest. But I don't even know where the forest is. So when I get out of the forest I will still be in a foreign land, I won't know where that land is and how to get back to where I am supposed to be. I am also unable to make this unfamiliar world my new home. They won't accept me for who I am. I don't want to change, that would be a lie. So perhaps being lost in this forest is the best way to be true to myself.