Yesterday is gone, so is the last year.  Tomorrow is to come and no one knows what it will bring.  We can't know now how yesterdays decisions will effect us far from now.  Will we regret or will it brighten our lives.  We can't know so how are we to choose.  One over the other or choosing a path to follow.  I don't want to be haunted by bad decisions but I can't possibly know what is right for me.  Which path has heart?

Speechless, I don't understand.  What now have I done wrong, I certainly haven't done it right.  What have I done wrong, what was it that you wanted?  I obviously can't give it.  You run after the worst I will wallow in saddness.  Beauty emodies you and you say it is me too.  

I think that the desire...well just pure desire for things we never needed, the things that complicate our lives. Perhaps these things ruin our lives. At the same time perhaps the small moments these unneeded desires bring are worth it.