I am mesmerized by the illusions you choose to embrace. A smile here a smile there. Frowns always inside so i sit here nonchalantly questioning your reality, and my reality. Answers are never found and questions seem to multiply exponentially. Your smile grows while my grin fades. Your faith grows while my faith implodes. Your God saves while mine abandons. Your world you waste while I consider mine. You claim to care but only worry about yourself. I sit here late at night with drink in hand while you sleep like a baby in your ignorance. I have abandoned your truth while you have abandoned all reality. You seek out lies while I seek out truth. You except all that is false while i run away from it. You preach your damned foolishness, I try my best to escape it. Go on living your lie and I will continue living my own.