My feet move forward while my eyes look back? My heart stays still and beats with pain. It pumps not blood but feels like it pumps lead.

Wash your hands in the corruption of my soul.

What have I become? A sleepless fool, and all for you. But you don't care. Not at all.

I walk around through the world all alone. The faces turn to look and my mind is on you, and only you. How do I win this game we play. How to we unite and become the one we want to be, forever. You are hot when I am cold, and cold when I am hot. All I have is the best of intentions. I can't build you a castle but you are the princess of my heart. Come to me someday.

I open the door and look into the world. It stares back at me and asks for mercy. I feel not, care not except for one and She knows who she is. Beautiful blond hair like a field of barley ready for harvest. Her soft fair skin. She isn't mine but I wish she were with everything I had. I could have her and someday I will. Now I only dream of her.

Delicately balancing on the edge of the world centimeters from falling into wrong but not in right. The difference between it all is where I am, the thin line between love and hate.

Who am I to you? A toy to entertain you? A blanket to keep you warm? Or a dream help you sleep? Whatever I am it hurts inside and out. I feel like a toy want to play with. A blanket you use for comfort. A dream you instill in my heart then show me reality is far different.

The beautiful things are untouchable, if you do touch them they always hurt you. Break you inside for becoming attached. Beauty outside equals a tainted inside. Its the story of Dorian Gray. Leave the beauty alone, protect yourself.

What is it about the night? I cant sleep and the thoughts run rampant. It haunts me and my eyes won't shut.

Forgiven by the sun and haunted by the moon. My eyes are wide open as it judges me through the squinting slits between the blinds. The sun will soon greet me with a yawn and I will hide from it for a short while. Wants escape with their desires on their back while I am left here longing for something other then her to hold close at night. Drift away into a fantasy only to be awaken by a nightmare. Silence the singing and start dancing. Dance away with her into a different life you get paid to watch the sunset. Leave soon so I can have you and we can dance all we want. So that the Moon will forgive and the sun will stay too long.

Pleasure dances at your door while duty lazily sleeps in your easy chair. Happiness was taken away the other day and you are afraid to open the door to the pleasures dancing there. You know you should though