Sunday, June 29, 2008

She cried for forgiveness, in a frenzy she begged. You denied her cries, and honesty, you smashed her for doing less than you had ever done to her. Explain to me the justice in this.

Friday, June 27, 2008

How far should I go when no one else will ever stop. Don't try to be my conscious, don't enforce your convictions on me. I will walk on down my lonely road, you go your own way. Leave me be.

Monday, June 23, 2008

He asked me what I was thinking about. I honestly responded, saying: "I am pondering this life as I often do. Examining reality, and coming to the conclusion that I am far from it, I exist in a reality, but don't understand it and do not grasp it. I am know different than anyone else, but at the same time am so different. I am equal to all, but equal to none. I am not as you classify me, I just am, as are you. I am an original combination of unoriginalities. I am here but don't know for how long, nor know why I am. I want to make the most of it, but am afraid of endangering it. What is my purpose? Is it for me? Or for someone else?"
He told me I was crazy and that life wasn't that simple, and that neither was it so complicated.
I replied that everything was not as he understood it, but was a mere perspective. A unjust perspective.
He walked away from me without another word. People are not willing to question their beliefs, or accept that others believe the opposite of themselves with just as much conviction. What makes you right, what makes you so sure of yourself. Simply your perspective, and until you are willing to question everything, you still only have perspective. Until you admit that you understand nothing you know nothing. Once you admit you understand nothing, you still know nothing. Scary isn't it? So should you continue trying to convince yourself your beliefs are right, or know nothing for sure? I don't know, the latter is scary, but the former is dangerous, and damaging to humanity, however much easier.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

You adore your mediocrity, anything that makes you smile. You don't care for content or substance as long as it brings you through your day, takes you towards your bedtime. You don't care to learn or grow, you don't appreciate.

Friday, June 20, 2008

She asked me to dance upon the truth she held dearly. The perimeter is void of stars. The storm rides on and we are left in the unknown. The desert stretches on forever, barren but more is here than you would ever imagine. Blood flows from the natives body, his belongings scattered. Book in hand I wander on.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

This is not a tale of who I am but of who I don't want to be.
Entrapped by your ignorance you wander blindly through this world wasting everyday with mindless deeds, you never learn, you never grow, you are content with being stupid. Why and how do you justify it. You are all content and feel that you have fulfilled all your potential. Nonsense, we haven't even begun. Democracy isn't the greatest form of government, find a new one. Computers, technology and convenience have not made you happy, perhaps we should digress. Continue on my foolish adversary. Yes adversary, your goal is to stay, dumb the world, accept mediocrity and glorify it. I say lets continue to grow, there is so much more to learn. Why not learn it? Why be content with your stupidity? There is so much natural fascination out there to enjoy, so pry yourself away from your television and computer, find something truly fascinating. Find beauty, true beauty. Not beauty at the expense of man, but beauty at the expense of everything. Go now you fool and continue to waste away in ignorance. God knows the answers, and controls all, why do you need to know anything, you only have waste this life until your death, then God will make it all better. You lazy, mindless waste continue on in your ways, i will see you at the end.

Friday, June 13, 2008

I grow exponentially colder, my heart shrinks more everyday. I despise your smile even more that I did yesterday. You claim to be different but you are worse, far worse. How can you even consciously claim to be who and what your are. I would be ashamed, ashamed. But what can I say, I am heartless, thinking only of myself. I will stomp on your heart on my way to the top. They all claim I am different. For some reason they bother to believe in me. They think I am a mindless drone like the rest of them, I am not, I will achieve the top. Step back you petty fool I will demolish you. To hell with you and your noble, and supposed moral aspirations, you are only alluring to the helpless.
The morning comes thankfully leaving yesterday's stress behind. It is this morning that frees us if we let it. Some hang on to their past, never letting go. I try to let go of yesterday, its stresses, disappointments and pain. Today is a new life to live, let me live it happily.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The wisdom of the foolish is what we thrive upon. It makes this world go round, we accept it all and even ask for it. Thank you fools.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Nothing is any longer original. It has already been said, now they are just repeating. They don’t even bother paraphrasing anymore. How are we to grow, develop, and learn? Not by mimicking all of history, literature, and thought.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

The flowers of morbidity grow on the walls of my soul. I look at them and laugh.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

I have sadly decided that for the majority people are incapable of thinking for themselves. They accept the media and the statements of others. The government is readily accepted in the name of patriotism. Let us continue to waste away. Slowly. Continue quoting the few, don't bother to question democracy, because of course there is no possibility of a better way of governing. Carry on you mindless fool. Carry on, destroy all your potential.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

I see you there, hiding quietly in the shadows. You think you are well hidden but I see you trying to destroy me. Searching for evidence of my inadequacy. You don't have to hide, you can ask me, I will tell you. Fear not shadow monkey. You look to destroy, but I will destroy you. No one ever succeeds at there attempts to hurt me. Run away now while you can before I begin my unjust revenge. Before it is to late.