Show me the world and I will run away.
Tell me what is right and I will choose wrong.
Its only natural, Its only natural.
Show me reality and I will choose my own.
I am human, its only natural.

I hold on to the past, with my heart all wrapped up in it. I don't know how to let it go. I want it now, I want it here, I want it for real. Let it go. Let me go. I don't know how, I don't want to, I won't. I'm confused and lost, and should just let it go. But I don't know how, I don't want to, I won't.

Conflict resides and strives inside of my heart and soul. Desire wrestles logic and neither prevail. My heart hurts but won't let go. I cry out to whoever listens to answer my prayers and rescue the one I pray for. Have my chances left or will the opportunity to recover my follies arise? Love fights with concious and I don't know who will win, its not for me to decide. Its up to the one my internal workings fight over.