Over the last few years as I searched high and low for truth, and God, I always searched deep, and complicated things.  Now as I have given over to attempt living a "godly" life I am digging in deep, picking up complicated books, and Brian "Head" Welch has helped me understand that I am a baby, I need to be able to crawl before I walk. I need baby food! I need to start at the beginning. I need to know the what's before I start asking the why's.  I need to figure out where I am where I am going before I start asking how I am gonna get there.  I guess its like a dance.  I need to learn the steps before I start trying to add the colorful moves.