Conflict resides and strives inside of my heart and soul. Desire wrestles logic and neither prevail. My heart hurts but won't let go. I cry out to whoever listens to answer my prayers and rescue the one I pray for. Have my chances left or will the opportunity to recover my follies arise? Love fights with concious and I don't know who will win, its not for me to decide. Its up to the one my internal workings fight over.