I have thought about it for quite a while, but maybe not long enough.
I am still lost without an answer and for that I apologize.
Dreams fill my waking hours and I sleep without dreams.
When the rain falls I wander through it without getting wet.
When the sun shines I find myself drenched.
When you wrap your arms around me I pull away.
Push my away and I will fight to hold you close.
The sun bakes down on my head and I sweat.
The sweat leads to smell and the smell to stench.
Do with it what you will.
My mind will carry me far and my feet will bring me back again.
My heart will always remain in distant lands unknown to all
But one single soul that has seen the inner workings of mine.
A simple kiss of innocence shared with an unknown.
I am broken but it is the only way I feel whole.