The day's confusion sits across the table from me and stares at me. Its as if it is taunting me, rubbing its surprise in my face. So here I sit contemplating it all. What did I do wrong and is it all for the best? These are questions that overwhelm me. What do I do next? This is another. While yesterday seemed normal and so did this morning now everything is different. All is changed now. Everything I though I knew I no longer know. Who do I blame? Myself? Them? No...they know who they are.