I had a lot to drink and felt things I didn't mean to. I dont want to care for you I don't want to miss you but I have to, I don't know why. You are so far away but I want you near. Its never easy I wish you would let me in, and be honest with me. Nevermind me I am just lonely. You make me lonely and make me want more. Its ok when we go on our walks I enjoy our talks and your smile.