Perhaps its fear perhaps uncertainty. Perhaps these are one and the same. Maybe I will close my eyes and push on through taking my chances. I don't think I should I don't want to. I think I enjoy the uncertainty. No one depends on me for anything. The closest to free one can get.
We really aren't free we only think we are. We posses more freedom than some so we think we are free but we are far from free. We are owned and controlled by every force and person around us. By those that say they care. How do we escape? I am not sure but I will try to find a way and will come back to tell you.